(4/10) The Julius House Read online

  With an effort, Mrs. Bishop joined in my light laughter. The Realtor gave me clear directions to her office, recommended a couple of restaurants for supper (“If you’re allowed to do that”), and said that she’d see me in the morning.

  I located the soft drink machine, bought a Coke, and watched the news while sipping a bourbon-and-Coke made from the second half of my airline bottle. I was glad Mrs. Bishop wasn’t there to see the conduct of this purported member of a religious cult.

  After a while, feeling strangely anonymous in this little town where no one knew me, I drove around, staring through the fading light at the town Martin had known so well growing up. I went past the ugly brick high school where he had played football. Through a light drizzle in the gray spring evening, I peered at the houses where Martin must have had friends, acquaintances, girls he’d dated, boys he’d gone drinking with. Some of them, perhaps most of them, were surely still here in this town . . . maybe men he’d gone to Vietnam with. Perhaps they mentioned it as seldom as he did.

  I felt as if I were eavesdropping on Martin’s life.

  I had a book in my purse, as usual (tonight it was the paperback of Liza Cody’s Stalker), and I read as I ate supper at the diner Mrs. Bishop had recommended. The menu was slightly alien—none of the southern diner standbys. But the chili was good, and it was with reluctance I left half of everything on my plate. Now that I was over thirty, gravity and calories seemed to be having a little more effect than they used to. When you’re four feet, eleven inches, a few extra calories end up looking like a lot.

  No one bothered me, and the waitress was pleasant, so I had a nice time. I took the light rain as a sign I should not walk or run tonight, though I’d virtuously brought my sweats and running shoes. As a palliative to my conscience, I did some stretches and calisthenics when I got back to my room. The exercise did relieve some of the cramped feeling the plane and the long car ride had caused. I checked in with Amina, who told me Martin had indeed left a message on her machine not thirty minutes ago.

  I smiled fatuously, since no one was there to see me, and called him. The minute I heard his voice, I missed him with a dreadful ache. I pictured his meticulously groomed thick white hair, the black arched brows and pale brown eyes, the heavily muscled arms and chest. He was at work, he’d told Amina’s machine, so I could imagine him at his huge desk, covered with piles of paper that were nonetheless neatly stacked and separate. He would be wearing a spotless white shirt, but he would have taken his tie off when the last employee left. His suit jacket would be hanging on a padded hanger on a hook in his very own bathroom.

  I loved him painfully.

  I couldn’t remember ever having told Martin lies before, and I kept having to remind myself of where I was supposed to be.

  “Is Amina talking a lot about the baby?” he asked.

  “Oh, yes. She’s scheduled to take Lamaze in a couple of months, and Hugh’s gung-ho about coaching her.” I hesitated a moment. “Did you take Lamaze when Barrett was born?”

  “I don’t remember taking the course, but I was there when he was born, so I guess Cindy and I did,” he said doubtfully.

  Cindy. Wife number one, and mother of Martin’s only child, Barrett, who was now trying to become a successful actor in Los Angeles.

  Martin was saying, “Roe, is Amina being pregnant giving you ideas?”

  I couldn’t tell how he felt from his voice. He’d spoken so much about Barrett lately I’d felt it wasn’t a good time to talk about another child.

  “How do you feel about that?” I asked.

  “I don’t know. I’m pretty old to be changing diapers. It’s daunting to think of starting all over again.”

  “We can talk about it when I get home.”

  We talked about a few other things Martin wanted to do when I got home. By a pleasant coincidence, I wanted to do them, too.

  After I hung up, I picked up the little Corinth phone book. Before I could reconsider, I flipped to the B’s.

  Bartell, C. H., 1202 Archibald Street.

  Now, this may sound fishy, but up until that moment I hadn’t thought of Martin’s former wife being in Corinth.

  I discovered I was burning with the urge to see Cindy Bartell. A particularly ridiculous jealousy had flared in my heart; I wanted to see her.

  Wise or not, I decided to lay eyes on Cindy Bartell while I was here. I took off my glasses and relaxed on the slablike motel bed, with an uneasy feeling that I was being seriously stupid, and wracked my brain to try to remember what Cindy did for a living. Surely Martin had mentioned it at some point or other? He was not one to discuss his past much, though he seemed fascinated with the placidity of mine . . .

  I almost fell asleep fully dressed, and when I forced myself to get up and wash my face and put on my nightgown, I had dredged up the fact that Cindy Bartell was, or had been, a florist.

  The little telephone book informed me that there was a listing for a Cindy’s Flowers.

  I fell asleep as if I’d been sandbagged, still not having decided if my good taste and good sense would keep me away from Cindy’s shop.

  The next morning I showered briskly, put my mass of long, wavy hair up in a bun that I hoped would make me look religious, went light on the makeup, and cleaned my glasses carefully. I wore a suit, a khaki-colored one with a bronze silk blouse, and modest brown pumps. I wanted to look ultrarespectable, so Mrs. Bishop would be reassured, yet I wanted the religious cult front to be objectionable enough to tempt Joseph Flocken to sell the farm to spite his stepchildren. Unfortunately, I didn’t know the location of the farm, since Flocken didn’t have a phone listing. I was simply hoping I’d spot it during my driving around with the real estate agent.

  I scanned myself in the motel mirror, thought I would pass whatever test Mrs. Bishop chose to give, and went off to have a little breakfast before I met her.

  Her directions proved excellent, which boded well for her efficiency.

  Bishop Realty was in an old house right off Main Street. As I entered the reception area, a door to the right opened, and a tall, husky blond woman emerged. She was wearing a cheap navy blue suit and a white blouse.

  “The Lord be with you,” I said promptly.

  “Miss Teagarden?” she said cautiously, after a glance at my ring finger. Naturally, I’d left my huge engagement ring in a zippered pouch in my purse. It hardly fit my new image.

  “I do have a few places to show you this morning,” Mary Anne Bishop said, still obviously feeling her way with me. “I hope you like one of them. We look forward to having your group settle in our area. It is a church, I understand?” She waved me into her office and we sat down.

  “We’re a small pacifist religious group,” I said with equal caution, wondering about tax exemptions and other hitches connected with claiming to be an actual church. “We like privacy, and we’re not rich,” I continued. “That’s why we want a farm a fair way out of town, one that we can fix up.”

  “And you want at least—what—sixty acres?” asked Mrs. Bishop.

  “Oh, at least. Or more. It would depend,” I said vaguely. I had no idea how big the Bartell/Flocken farm was.

  “Excuse me for asking, but I was wondering why your group was interested in this part of Ohio. You seem southern, and there is so much farming land available down there . . .”

  “God told us to come here,” I said.

  “Oh,” Mrs. Bishop said blankly. She shrugged her broad shoulders and assumed her Selling Smile. “Well, let’s go find that place that’s just right for you. We’ll go in my Bronco, since we’re looking at farms.”

  So for a whole morning I drove around in rural Ohio with Mary Anne Bishop, looking at fields and fences and run-down farmhouses, thinking about how cold and isolated some of these farms would be in winter, how the land would look covered with snow. It made me shiver to imagine it.

  None of these farms was Martin’s.

  How on earth could I get her to show me the right place? Evidently Fl
ocken hadn’t listed it with anyone, was just sitting on it to keep Martin and Barby out. I began to hate Joseph Flocken, sight unseen.

  We returned to town for lunch, after which Mary Anne excused herself to recheck the afternoon’s appointments. I sat alone in the waiting room and fretted about seeing the right property. Even after that, maybe he wouldn’t sell to me. I got up to look in the mirror on the wall above a tiny decorative table, a little closer to Mary Anne’s office. My hair, which leads its own life, was escaping from the bun in a tightly waving chestnut nimbus. I began repair work.

  If I listened really hard, I found, I could make out Mary Anne’s words.

  “So I’ll bring her out this afternoon, Inez, if you’re ready. No, she doesn’t wear funny clothes or anything like that. She’s tiny, and young, and she’s wearing a suit that cost a mint . . .”

  Damn! I should have gone and picked out something at WalMart.

  “. . . but she’s very polite and not at all weird. A real southern accent, you-all!”

  I winced.

  “No, I don’t think the pastor would mind,” Mary Anne said persuasively. “This group evidently doesn’t drink, smoke, or believe in having guns. They can only have one wife. It sounds pretty respectable, and if they’re off in the country by themselves . . . well, I know, but she has the money, it seems . . . okay, see you in a little while.”

  Mary Anne strode out of her office with a bright face and a sheaf of papers on the various places we’d see this afternoon. My heart sank down to join my spirits.

  It was a long afternoon. I learned more about agriculture in mideastern Ohio than I ever wanted to know. I met many nice people who really wanted to sell their farms, and felt sorry for most of them, victims of our economic times. But I couldn’t afford all those farms.

  By four o’clock I’d toured everything Mary Anne Bishop had lined up. There were three more places to see the next morning. I was pretending to consider seriously two of the properties we’d looked at, but found sufficient fault with them to make her eager for tomorrow. We were pretty sick of each other by the time I got in my rental car, which had been parked at her office all day. I’d tried a couple of times to steer her conversation toward the years Martin had been growing up here, but she’d never mentioned the Bartells, though she and her husband were both natives of the town.

  I missed Martin dreadfully.

  I was almost through with my paperback, so when I saw a bookstore on my way back to the motel, I pulled into its parking lot with happy anticipation. Any place books are massed together makes me feel at home. It was a small, pleasant shop in a little strip with a dry cleaner’s and a hair salon. A bell over the door tinkled as I went in, and a gray-haired woman on a stool behind the cash register looked up from her own paperback as I paused just inside the door, savoring the feeling of being surrounded by words.

  “Do you want anything in particular?” she asked politely. Her glasses matched her hair, and she was wearing, unfortunately, fuchsia. But her smile was wonderful and her voice was rich.

  “Just looking. Where are your mysteries?”

  “Right wall toward the rear,” she said, and went back to her book.

  I had a happy fifteen or twenty minutes. I found a new James Lee Burke and an Adam Hall I hadn’t read. The true crime section was disappointing, but I was willing to forgive that. Not everyone was a buff, like me.

  The woman rang up my books with the same cheerful live-and-let-live air. Without thinking at all, I asked her where Cindy’s Flowers might be.

  “Around the corner and one block down,” she said succinctly, and reopened her book.

  I started my rental car and hesitated for maybe thirty seconds before going to Cindy’s Flowers instead of the Holiday Inn.

  It looked like a prosperous place on the outside, with a very pretty Easter-decorated front window. I powdered my nose and inexplicably took the pins out of my hair and brushed it out before I left the car. The front of the store held displays of both silk flowers and live plants, and some samples of special arrangements for weddings and funerals. There was a huge refrigerator case, a small counter for paying. The large work area in the back was almost totally open to view. Two women were working there. One, an artificial blond in her fifties, was putting white lilies on a styrofoam cross. The other, who had very short dark hair and was about ten years younger, seemed to be making a “congratulations on the male baby” bouquet in a blue straw basket shaped like a bassinet. Being a florist was a rites-of-passage occupation, like being a caterer—or a minister.

  The women glanced at each other to see who was going to help me, and the dark-haired woman said, “You finish, Ruth, you’re almost done.” She came forward to help me silently and quickly in her practical Nikes, ready to listen but obviously in a hurry.

  “What can I do for you?” she asked.

  She had large dark eyes and a pixie haircut. Her face and her whole body were lean. She was beautifully made up and wore bifocals. Her nails were long and oval and covered with clear polish.

  “Um. I’m just here for a couple of days, and I suddenly realized my mother’s birthday is tomorrow. I’d like to send her some flowers.”

  “From the sunny South,” she commented, as she picked up a pad and pen. “What did you have in mind?”

  I wasn’t used to being so identifiable. Every time I opened my mouth, people knew one thing about me for sure: I wasn’t from around here.

  “Mixed spring flowers, something around forty dollars, ” I said at random.

  She wrote that down. “Where are you from?” she asked suddenly, without looking up.

  “Georgia.”

  Her pen stopped for a second.

  “Where do you want these sent?”

  Uh-oh. I’d walked right into this. If I’d had the brains God gave a goat, I’d have sent the flowers to Amina, but since I’d said they were for my mother, I felt stupidly obliged to send them to my mother. I had sustained a deception all day, and perhaps I was just tired of deceiving.

  “Twelve-fourteen Plantation Drive, Lawrenceton, Georgia.”

  She kept writing steadily, and I shed an inaudible sigh of relief.

  “It’s an hour later in Georgia, so I don’t know if I can get anything there today,” Cindy Bartell pointed out. “I’ll call first thing in the morning, and I’ll do my best to find someone who can deliver them tomorrow. Will that do?”

  She looked up, her eyes questioning.

  “That’ll be fine,” I said weakly.

  “You have a local number?”

  “The Holiday Inn.” She was past being pretty; she was striking. She was a good six inches taller than I.

  “How’d you want to pay?”

  “What?”

  “Cash? Credit card? Check?”

  “Cash,” I said firmly, because that way I wouldn’t have to give her my name. I thought I was being crafty.

  I’d been watching the blond woman work on the funeral cross; I always like to watch other people do something well. When I looked back at Cindy Bartell, I caught her staring at me. She glanced down at my left hand, but of course my engagement ring was still zipped in my purse. “Do you have relatives here, Miss?”

  “No,” I said with a bland smile. And I handed over my money.

  I am not totally without resources.

  As I picked up supper from a fast food restaurant and took it to the Holiday Inn, I wondered why I’d done such a stupid thing. I couldn’t come up with a very satisfactory answer. I hadn’t given Martin’s past life much thought, and I’d been overwhelmed with sudden curiosity. Surely prospective wife number two always wonders about wife number one?

  I watched the news as I ate, my book propped up in front of me to occupy my eyes during the ads. It was a relief to be myself after pretending to be someone else all day. While I enjoyed imagining this or that in my head from time to time, sustained deception was another matter.

  The knock at my door scared me out of my wits.

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p; No one knew where I was except Amina, and she was in Houston.

  I pitched the remains of my supper in the trash on my way to the door. I’d put the chain on. Now I opened the door a crack.

  Cindy Bartell was standing there looking tense and miserable.

  “Hi,” I said tentatively.

  “Can I come in?”

  I had some bad thoughts: “Rejected Wife Murders Bride-to-Be in Motel Room.”

  She interpreted my hesitation correctly. “Whoever you are, I don’t mean you any harm,” she said earnestly, as embarrassed by the melodrama as I was.

  I opened the door and stood aside.

  “Are you . . .” She stood in the middle of the floor and twisted her keys around and around. “Are you Martin’s new fiancée?”

  “Yes,” I said, after a moment’s thought.

  “Then I’m not making a fool of myself.” She looked relieved.

  I thought that remained to be seen. There was an awkward pause. Now we really didn’t know what to say.

  “As you know,” she began, “or I think you know?” She paused to raise her eyebrows interrogatively. I nodded. “So you know I’m, I was, Martin’s wife.”

  “Yes.”

  “Martin doesn’t know you’re here.”

  “No. I’m here to buy his wedding present.” I indicated she should have one of the two uncomfortable chairs on either side of the round table. She sat on the edge of it, doing the thing with the key ring again.

  “He told Barrett he was getting married again, and Barrett called me,” she explained. “Barrett said his dad told him you were very small,” she added wryly, “and he wasn’t kidding.”

  “For Martin’s wedding present,” I said steadily, “I want to buy him the farm he grew up on. Can you tell me where it is? I haven’t told the Realtor I want to see this one particular farm because of course she’ll know I want it for some reason, and Joseph Flocken won’t sell to me if he knows I’m going to give it to Martin.”

  “You’re right, he won’t. I’ll tell you what you need to know. But then I’m going to give you some advice. You’re a lot younger than me.” She sighed.